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"Remember, a smile is the best makeup you can wear."
...simply just didn't have the best day. Eating ice cream out of the box is nice but...it's not the same as when you do it on a good day.So much going on. At the same time nothing is happening.I keep seeing things in black and white, but what haven't revealed it's colors...
I just hope it's not black.
It will make me sad.
If it is I have to let go of it.
It's too bad, I like it, I don't want it to be soiled with dripping pitch black.
But if it is, as I suspect,
I will have to say my goodbyes.
I wish for it not to be so.
Please,
let me be wrong....
Still being me. Still be myself.Finding it. Keeping it.Be a princess.Be me the way I'm supposed to be.I guess that's not going to happen until the day my heart heals.
Update about Halloween in November, because I can <3 Read; "forgot to update for all this time..."
This halloween I was dressed up for once. The entire day. Yup, that's right, I went
to classes in a costume. Which felt brilliant until people started asking where I
had bought the outfit. It didn't feel quite as awesome answering "It's 80% stuff I
already had in my suitcase...and the hat belongs to my roomie."
Later, in the evening I went out with my flatmates. Yeah, you heard right, I went out
into town late at night to hang around with people getting drunk at bars. The first
bar we went to was called Jacobs ladder, and not for a random reason, it was located
on the top of a forever long flight of stairs. It was horrible to walk up there. Tough
I did feel more sorry for my roomie who was wearing high heels....
It was rater noisy and a bit stuffy there, but the music was good, and I got to do
silly dancing without being drunk :P Also the DJ was dressed as a banana. (but somehow my memory have turned his costume into a hot dog...so here, have a hot dog DJ :3 )
Then we went aaaaaaaaaaaaall the way through Falmouth to a plave called 5 degrees west.
When we came there I liked the music even better. Live band playing irish/celtic music
with people dancing to it. Much fiddle and flute. Here I also had my first drink of the
night. A glass of water, complete with ice cubes, a slice of lemon and a staw. Oh yeah.
Worlds most hardcore drink ever. After that half of us went home, since most of us had
lectures the following morning.
It was nice enough going out, a change of scenery, but I won't be doing this often.
Since I'm basically just spending money on transport. xD
Baka neko do not like waiting. Not without reason.
I haven't really updated here, partly because I'm somewhat busy but mainly because I'm lazy. I do like my doodles to be on the blog when I write it, and I have been too lazy to do anything about that, though, I might possibly have some time this weekend. We'll see about it.
So in the meantime I give you a traditional doodle drawing and a sneak peek of something bigger, because those who know me knows that I do love my colored pencils.
Chibi doodle that turned into something colored.
Something bigger....coming soon (still working on it)
Sketchy doodle thing, will try to finish it, but if I can't make it, I figured I'd post the sketch here...
Something for Kerri. <3
I don't mind reading assignments, but my eyes are not a big fan of 12 pages white background with black text on top being read on my computer.
It's really tiering.
There are more creative ways for me to ruin my eyesight.
Not to mention my brain disconnect after reading about 3 pages. Too boring. Nobody likes too much facts or someone else's opinion about a subject that is mostly visual.
I'd love to give an example, but I have a suspicion that my teachers would yell at me if I copy-pasta sections of my papers since they have to have this one extra page each time telling about who/what/where that owns copyrights....
but I can tell you this weeks reading contain the words glocalisation and homogenization
+ the other paper which is 12 pages of why kids in the 30's were buying mickey mouse toys.
Ugh.
I'll go draw something now.
WITH COLORS.
